February 2011
January 2011
you could have me if you wanted me.
Last Night in Buffalo
apleaforandy:
Spending the night making dinner with my lady and watching the office. Needless to say, I’m pretty happy at the time being. Tour begins tomorrow. Tarty Pime!
one day, i will be able to write a post similar to this. mark my words. and to andy: im stoked to see you guys the 27th!
A month ago
jordanthefever:
I was checking in my baggage to go to Disney World.
i was texting tonya all day and being optimistic.
its been a long time coming,
but here it fucking is. im in the middle of a depression. i am literally not happy with any aspect of my life.
i have no friends i have no future i have no motivation.
i honestly just dread about every day. i feel that there is just nothing for me anywhere.
i dont think i have anything to live for. i feel like edward norton in fight club every. fucking. day.
I used to pray that God was listening.
I used to make my parents proud.
Future wars.
I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately. I’m 18. I’m coming to my last semester in highschool. I have 1 close friend where I live. Nothing is pulling me to do something. I have no future as of right now. All these dumb fuck kids say “well I hate my town and I’m mediocre at school so I’ll blow all of my parents money at college and then fuck up.” they all...
this is me in my bedroom in quincy exactly one year ago from today.
this is me in my bedroom in cranberry twp today. man, ive gotten uglier. and more unhappy.
the scariest part about this whole new life thing in pennsylvania is the fact that when shit hits the fan with the people at my house, namely, my mom, i have absolutely no where to go. that is the fucking loneliest feeling in this whole goddamn world. she hates that i wont call this place my “home”. but why would i? home is a place where no matter what, theres something you can do to...
so.
today was the best day ive had since i left illinois. ive never been as optimistic as i am right now.
i hung out with someone who actually MIGHT give a fuck about me thats the weirdest part about being here. im surrounded by people who dont/cant care about me. but like i said, my friend brittany took me downtown. we spent all day together. i havent done that in so long. just hung out. im really...
i really miss this.
i know it wasnt much. honestly i could care less. i had awesome times doing what i love with people i love michael trace and austin were some of my best friends and awesome bandmates ill be a damn lucky guy if i can find anyone remotely as awesome as them here if anyone in the 724 is interested, get at me.
reblog if the people who make you happiest live...
going out to eat with people
what, the, fuck. c:
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i hate me, you can too, here’s how.
just, one more time.
a lot of times.
i find myself really happy about the fact that im living for myself and no one fucking else.
another day.
today was lonely. exhibit a)
my laptop is right underneath my tv my magic mouse is my remote i watched skins in my (temporarily) pink bed room for 5 hours then i went and met the manager at chipotle i like him. he really liked me. hired me. i start at 8 tomorrow. STOKED. good work. good people. good pay. then sam and i went to get my septum pierced that failed, the piercer was out. but round 2...
there is a 99.9999999% chance
that my girlfriend is fucking better than yours.
shes 800 miles away and i got a package from her today containing -sourpatch kids (my favorite candy) -2 movies reminiscent of our relationship. -really good cologne/bodywash/aftershave -jerky chew (which i love. and she hates) -homemade fudge -spongebob fuitsnacks(because i love that show more than life) -freezedried icecream -and an awesome...
shock huh.
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